Homecoming?!
She had come back home, after a long time.
He hesitated to ask her to spend some time together at his place after they met a common friend's place for a party. There was an apprehension of being misunderstood, of being said 'No', which would have sounded like 'No! Never! How did you even think about that'. But he risked being hurt and refused as he did often.
She said 'Yes'. He was surprised, but did not want to get into reasons. He was simply happy at the thought of having her close and to spend some time with her.
His apartment was familiar. Nothing had changed. She knew nothing would change. It was she who changed and managed the home which had become a 'house with things' in her absence. She did not ask anything, she quietly slipped into her slippers, dusted by now, and went into the kitchen. A few minutes later, he could smell the familiar ginger boiling in water. He could picture her, tucking her open hair back behind her ears, boiling milk in the other burner, chopping ginger and making their favourite ginger tea.
He had changed into warm clothes for night. She got the tea to the bed room and sat next to him. They both began to sip the tea. It was good, it was always good.
They were silent, they were both thinking.
She was thinking about the car ride back home from the party. She had decided not to tell him anything about these few months when they had not met. She had decided not to tell anyone. He asked once, she refused. He asked again, she refused by saying 'there is nothing to tell'. He knew this line meant something has happened.
He did not ask again. He put his palm over her head and started to caress her hair. He never liked her hair tied up. She knew that and had undone her hair just before coming to the party. He continued to caress her head. She stopped that car mid way and hugged him. There were tears in her eyes. Then she told him everything. It was not clear now, who was crying or who was sadder. His sense of humour usually deserts him at such moments, but he found a line which made both of them grin. She was looking at his hand over her shoulders while she was driving. He knew this signal. He put his hand over her hand which was over the gear. Warm and intimate, both felt better and she smiled at last and cried out his name "Nirvaan" and raised her head like a calf.
"Priyaa" came the reply and more caresses on the raised neck.
When they were very happy and could not find words, they would just do this and they would both understand.
He was thinking about the party and how he tried to avoid looking at her and even listening to her. Their glances met couple of times, but he turned away immediately. He was never comfortable with her talking to someone else for long at public events. They have had fights about it, though she was happy within that he was so possessive about her. He simply told her 'I can't help it. I am sorry'. This time he avoided her completely. It was her who was not feeling okay with this. She tried to join in a group he would be talking to and he would leave the group in a minute making some excuse.
'I will refill my drink' or 'The Kathi rolls are awesome. I will get some more!' Then she followed him and their friend to the kitchen for some water. They looked at each other. Then, as if they had planned about it, they both announced that they had to leave. Then as they were saying goodbyes, they involuntarily held hands and went out like that.
"Should we see some videos on youube" she asked and took his phone in her hands.
"Why don’t you change and be comfortable?" he replied and took his phone back and put it over the purple table, she painted one weekend.
"What do I wear? I did not leave anything." She was apologetic about the last line it seemed.
"You can wear that maroon kurta of mine which you loved" He replied and handed over a white towel to her.
"Thank You" and she rushed into the bathroom to change.
"You look better than me in this kurta" he said as she came back. He was holding a set of moisturiser for her.
"This is the brand I use! Why are you..." she stopped mid-way the sentence as he avoided the question and turned away to get blankets and mattress.
She stared at the moisturiser for long and the image of him coming from behind and hugging her while she used to put moisturiser while getting ready for office and kissing her neck and smelling her hair came back to her mind. She was brought back to the present by the sound of his phone. He picked up the phone and went to the other room. She put his jacket back in the closet and spread out his bed with blanket for him.
He came back from the call and slipped into his bed and watched some of their favourite videos. They watched and laughed for quite some time. All the tiredness of the party and heaviness of the drive were forgotten.
"You know, I am telling you again. You laugh like a man" he said.
"And you are more emotional than most girls, in fact most people" she laughed back and said.
She shifted her position on the bed and made room for him to come up. She knew, he was not very comfortable on the mattress on the ground. They lied next to each other and shared some old stories about childhood. They laughed like crazy. She could not control her laughter on some incident and he could not help cuddling up to her and caressing her hair.
"You know what, every time I shampooed my hair, I would think of you" she said and hugged him tighter.
"I know. I thought of you every time, I saw a woman with nice hair. I loved to put you wet hair over my face and smell them after every shampoo of yours. Especially at night because..."
He looked at her, she was almost asleep.
"Priyaa...you want to sleep?"
"Hmm"
He got up and kissed her good night and switched off the lights.
"Good Night" she said.
He drew closer and gave one more kiss on her cheek and could see the smile on her face. He was happy.
They woke up almost at the same time next morning.
“Good morning!, Are you up” he said.
“Hmm. Come closer, I have to say something nice to you” she whispered.
“Yeah” and he jumped into the bed.
She had to book tickets for a weekend vacation.
"Are you going alone?" he asked, knowing that she hated to travel alone and be alone.
"Not anymore!" she replied with a mischievous smile.
"Then?"
"I am booking you in!"
"Okay! Which weekend?"
"Does that matter?"
"No"
She made beat coffee for him and they read news paper together lying next to each other. Hand in hand, her head in his lap. They saw some more videos and played crosswords.
They were not bothered what was going to happen. They were happy with what had happened since the party last night and what was happening now.
He hesitated to ask her to spend some time together at his place after they met a common friend's place for a party. There was an apprehension of being misunderstood, of being said 'No', which would have sounded like 'No! Never! How did you even think about that'. But he risked being hurt and refused as he did often.
She said 'Yes'. He was surprised, but did not want to get into reasons. He was simply happy at the thought of having her close and to spend some time with her.
His apartment was familiar. Nothing had changed. She knew nothing would change. It was she who changed and managed the home which had become a 'house with things' in her absence. She did not ask anything, she quietly slipped into her slippers, dusted by now, and went into the kitchen. A few minutes later, he could smell the familiar ginger boiling in water. He could picture her, tucking her open hair back behind her ears, boiling milk in the other burner, chopping ginger and making their favourite ginger tea.
He had changed into warm clothes for night. She got the tea to the bed room and sat next to him. They both began to sip the tea. It was good, it was always good.
They were silent, they were both thinking.
She was thinking about the car ride back home from the party. She had decided not to tell him anything about these few months when they had not met. She had decided not to tell anyone. He asked once, she refused. He asked again, she refused by saying 'there is nothing to tell'. He knew this line meant something has happened.
He did not ask again. He put his palm over her head and started to caress her hair. He never liked her hair tied up. She knew that and had undone her hair just before coming to the party. He continued to caress her head. She stopped that car mid way and hugged him. There were tears in her eyes. Then she told him everything. It was not clear now, who was crying or who was sadder. His sense of humour usually deserts him at such moments, but he found a line which made both of them grin. She was looking at his hand over her shoulders while she was driving. He knew this signal. He put his hand over her hand which was over the gear. Warm and intimate, both felt better and she smiled at last and cried out his name "Nirvaan" and raised her head like a calf.
"Priyaa" came the reply and more caresses on the raised neck.
When they were very happy and could not find words, they would just do this and they would both understand.
He was thinking about the party and how he tried to avoid looking at her and even listening to her. Their glances met couple of times, but he turned away immediately. He was never comfortable with her talking to someone else for long at public events. They have had fights about it, though she was happy within that he was so possessive about her. He simply told her 'I can't help it. I am sorry'. This time he avoided her completely. It was her who was not feeling okay with this. She tried to join in a group he would be talking to and he would leave the group in a minute making some excuse.
'I will refill my drink' or 'The Kathi rolls are awesome. I will get some more!' Then she followed him and their friend to the kitchen for some water. They looked at each other. Then, as if they had planned about it, they both announced that they had to leave. Then as they were saying goodbyes, they involuntarily held hands and went out like that.
"Should we see some videos on youube" she asked and took his phone in her hands.
"Why don’t you change and be comfortable?" he replied and took his phone back and put it over the purple table, she painted one weekend.
"What do I wear? I did not leave anything." She was apologetic about the last line it seemed.
"You can wear that maroon kurta of mine which you loved" He replied and handed over a white towel to her.
"Thank You" and she rushed into the bathroom to change.
"You look better than me in this kurta" he said as she came back. He was holding a set of moisturiser for her.
"This is the brand I use! Why are you..." she stopped mid-way the sentence as he avoided the question and turned away to get blankets and mattress.
She stared at the moisturiser for long and the image of him coming from behind and hugging her while she used to put moisturiser while getting ready for office and kissing her neck and smelling her hair came back to her mind. She was brought back to the present by the sound of his phone. He picked up the phone and went to the other room. She put his jacket back in the closet and spread out his bed with blanket for him.
He came back from the call and slipped into his bed and watched some of their favourite videos. They watched and laughed for quite some time. All the tiredness of the party and heaviness of the drive were forgotten.
"You know, I am telling you again. You laugh like a man" he said.
"And you are more emotional than most girls, in fact most people" she laughed back and said.
She shifted her position on the bed and made room for him to come up. She knew, he was not very comfortable on the mattress on the ground. They lied next to each other and shared some old stories about childhood. They laughed like crazy. She could not control her laughter on some incident and he could not help cuddling up to her and caressing her hair.
"You know what, every time I shampooed my hair, I would think of you" she said and hugged him tighter.
"I know. I thought of you every time, I saw a woman with nice hair. I loved to put you wet hair over my face and smell them after every shampoo of yours. Especially at night because..."
He looked at her, she was almost asleep.
"Priyaa...you want to sleep?"
"Hmm"
He got up and kissed her good night and switched off the lights.
"Good Night" she said.
He drew closer and gave one more kiss on her cheek and could see the smile on her face. He was happy.
They woke up almost at the same time next morning.
“Good morning!, Are you up” he said.
“Hmm. Come closer, I have to say something nice to you” she whispered.
“Yeah” and he jumped into the bed.
She had to book tickets for a weekend vacation.
"Are you going alone?" he asked, knowing that she hated to travel alone and be alone.
"Not anymore!" she replied with a mischievous smile.
"Then?"
"I am booking you in!"
"Okay! Which weekend?"
"Does that matter?"
"No"
She made beat coffee for him and they read news paper together lying next to each other. Hand in hand, her head in his lap. They saw some more videos and played crosswords.
They were not bothered what was going to happen. They were happy with what had happened since the party last night and what was happening now.
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